ASSALAMUALAIKUM…
Hohoho,,pening,,runsing tuh yg aq rse sekarang nyh..headache!!
headache!! Just imagine when everyone want me to be what they want..and I just
felt soooo guilty when I ignore them…huhu,, what would it be when me,,myself be
a lecturer,,someone-who-make-teeth,,accountant,,teacher,,business woman..hoho I
would have much money than enough in my account bank..should I just go with the
flow??be with the flow?? or be the flow??haih…I do not blame them..they just
want the best for me,,yeah as me the last child and their adik and sooo manja x
pandai nak uruskan sndri…first of all my ambition wanna be a superb doctor,,oo
yeah big salary..have a big house and hard life time….uhuk2..love surgery
things but I still afraid of blood,,fell dizzy when torn things into the organ
and ofcourse on my exam I have low marks
in science and that changes me a lot..easy to give up..oh that not so the real
me,,where am I right now..serious talk I don’t know where am I..just serah kat
takdir..but fate without trying harder are not going nowhere..
I love maths and sciences..love it damn much but my marks in
maths is better than sciences..that why I decided to take a carrier for my
future that is more than math..and ble hasrat dah kluarkan for be a lecturer
ade je yg menambah for be an accountant..and be an accountant aq x kesah coz it
still in math and aq yakin aq boleh
buat..dan ble dah kluarkan 2 hasrat nyh ke pihak atasan mereka pulak ckp
suruh jd cikgu and lagi mengejutkan ble suruh jd tukang buat gigi
palsu,,katanye boleh buat keje kat umah even busy pon…and boleh buat bnyak
duit..arghh can you get it my science are the lowest among my subjects… and I’m
sure chemistry must meletop..and ble sentuh pasal cikgu pulak,,alahai,,mmg aq
suke budak kecik tp itu x bermakna aq reti ajar mereka…at least kalau aq jd
lecturer aq just bg penerangan and lantak mu laa nak paham ke x…yg penting aq
dah bg penerangan…and ade pulak suruh business ahaaa nyh kompom waa x
nak..kompom wa reject awal2..tolonglah mmg lah untung tapi skali rugi fuuhhh
lesap terus semuanye…
So the conclusion I just follow the flow..and accept
whatever is it..but still wondering can I succeed??can be just like my sis and
bro..yeah all their dreams comes true but me..still trying to solve this puzzle
which is already mess up..anyway who read my blog just pray for me on SPM…9A+..i’m
begging u guys,,please pray for me…
*susah sangat kawin je lepas SPM jadi suri rumah..ngeee,,itu
mmg pemalas laa tuh..
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